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Yeah, bending down is difficult at my age. I’ve been playing a game with the cleaning lady at my job. About two weeks ago I dropped a bottle top and it fell on the floor underneath my desk. The first night I noticed she didn’t pick it up. So I didn’t either and then the next day same thing. And I think she is waiting for me to pick it up and I’m waiting for her! I’m not even playing games with her, believe it or not, the only reason i’m not picking it up is because I don’t want to bend under the desk!

I love my husband. I love him so much it hurts. I feel like I can’t live without him. He is my friend, lover, partner, confidante, my everything. My purpose is to love and take care of him because I want him to be happy and safe. So why am I attracted to other men? My comforters are almost dry.

I’m tired of keeping track of people who don’t like me.

My looks are fading and it leaves me to ponder the great big void that will be left in my new world. I mean, dealing with my looks as it involved others took a really big chunk of my time. I think I’ll be a little lost.

When I was younger, around the time of the dawn of the computer age, I would think of thoughts and wanted to type them on my old DOS computer screen and press a button hoping to send my thoughts over the vast interweb. Now this is the closest thing to realizing that.